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Jun 30, 2009

Today was a happy day.
Today I’m a happy man.

Thanks to school for not sucking
Thanks to Nazihah and Sara for a great time.
Thanks to Rashidah for making me proud of you.

I’m really exhausted now.
I need to go to sleep.

Bye World.

Jun 26, 2009


Currently in love with this. Never really liked the song until I saw this.


Updates!: Nazihah is in hospital wearing kid's pjs. Get well soon k Nazihah! (cos you owe me chicken)
Oh, and Michael Jackson died, sad.

Nazihah says: "Say Hi I miss you! Hadi owes Nazihah a get-well-soon hamper. Oh! okay I don't know. Say Nazihah is wearing an over sized pj but she still looks cute in it"

Yesterday I played Waka Waka on Facebook! Until four a.m. Hahaha. Gerek Maksima! Was up playing with Aisyah Strawbreeze and Qori. I got to see Qori in webcam too :D You people out there must try playing Waka Waka, must, really. Must.

Hmm what else do I have to say..
Oh! Haziq told me to check out Adli's blog cos he recorded some video. I think I'm gonna post a video response, wait for that. :D
I think I have other things to say but I dont remember. Next time then.

Jun 22, 2009

Hallu.

First off, my deepest apologies to you people out there who frequent my blog. I’ve been too busy, too tired or too lazy to write an entry. So this is a long post to compensate for the nineteen days I’ve not posted.

The more important updates first: To all those concerned people (thank you so much!), my mum is doing really good and recovering really well. Too well she spends her time at home getting herself addicted to mysoju.com. And to those who know about nenek, she’s doing really well too. It seems that everyone’s doing really good. Alhamdulillah.

Now let’s talk about camp. YMC Service Learning Camp :D

I wouldn’t want to go into too much detail about the things we did. You can read about the camp on someone else’s blog! Hahaha.

Firstly, I would like to thank Junie Zafira Juwandah for dragging me to a camp I thought would bore me to death. “Thanks Junie! You’re the best!”

For me – and (I think) most of the others – the highlight of day one was meeting Paralympians at a swimming event at Clementi. I actually made friends with kids with Down-syndrome. To tell you the truth, I didn’t see myself interacting with them at first partly because I was rather scared of them. I guess I was being rather disrespectful ‘cos when I managed to talk to them I found that they were really warm people. They were happy and cheerful and everybody was their best friend. After waiting and hesitating for quite some time I found myself chatting with two girls [hahaha] Nurul and … and I managed to make them sing for me! Best ah! It was kinda cool interacting with them, talking about everyday things like superstars and tv shows and bgr and things like that, and that really made my day. I guess this was the most memorable experience from camp.



The other things that happened on day one were ice breakers, Soccer & Frisbee, two other workshops at the wisma and a visit to some Eco Exhibition. The exhibition kinda sucked (and I think everyone agrees with me on this point) but I had fun laughing at/with Abang Eman.



The second day had both good and bad points. But I believe everyone came back with their own learning points. [Chey!] No, really. Carrying Junie on self made stretchers (made from two pieces of wood, a few strings and canvas) for a few kilometers really tested our team spirit, patience and endurance and everything else. And having only two guys on the team didn’t really help. Despite all that shit we managed to pull through, singing songs to entertain ourselves (or maybe only the girls sang)… and personally I think it was this shit that really brought us together as a team. [^^ Some wise words there] Really. Oh, and I think our (very annoying) instructor was another piece of shit.

The rest of the camp was spent playing games I’ve never played before in my life (like Shoot. Shag. Marry. and Aisyah’s weird thumb games etc.), learning cool things from an experienced Mat from the batch of ’89 who is a failure – ‘cos he came from a good school, but only managed to get a diploma in something that has nothing to do with his current job – but with a great heart for teenagers and volunteerism :D, and also getting to know many cool and fun people. Oh, and I’ve now a very manly laugh thanks to people like Farahin, Aisyah, Zahirah, Syak, Ameera and many others. Heh heh, heh. Also, I’m now The Shagganator a.k.a. The Shaggable since people like to Shag me in the game.

[Pictures of Camp, soon. For now you can go Facebook and search]

I would also like to apologize to people for being rather sick at times. :(

End of writing about camp.

645 words and counting. Now I shall write about holidays.

  1. I’ve been to Musical World and I liked it. Good Job! :D
  2. Our YMC Presentation Group has gone through some bad times, but I think we’re okay now
  3. Had several meetings and practices for our songs
  4. My parents held kenduri at our place – which kinda sucked cos there was a lot of work to do
  5. I’ve had tuition lessons twice a week
  6. and I have been skipping my mengaji classes with nenek a lot
  7. Have been going for training three times a week
  8. Oh, and now I’m enjoying Facebook – Finally.

    To all you YMC people who wanna be linked, be a tagger and make me happy.

I shall end this post with something quite personal. Which I think should be in my blog.

I don’t usually do this, but I think I have to this time.


Dearest friend,

Sometimes we people make decisions we don’t wish to make, but at times we have to. Sometimes we make decisions for the benefit of our future. I think if you know me well enough, most of the decisions I make are really thought through, and if possible I would try my best to make you happy, to make us happy. To tell you the truth, it has been quite hard for me too. It’s hard to carry on with life when all I think about is you. I know it sounds rather sweet-talk and very cliché, but I really mean it. (I’ve never sweet-talked you into things right?) It’s hard to move on when things around me remind me of you. I had a really great time with you and I really treasure those moments we spent together. All those text messages about everyday stuff and the way we would get carried away talking about things that don’t really make sense made us happy. It also makes me wonder why things turned out this way.


I’m really disappointed I’m in your hate list now and even more so when you say you wish you hadn’t met me. I think we should learn from what we have had and maybe shouldn’t repeat our mistakes. I miss you so much it’s making me a little pathetic right now, writing msgs and saving it in drafts and talking to myself at times. But I know ‘we’ cannot happen, and I guess I have to go through this hard time myself and be strong. You should be strong too.


Putting aside all the shit that has happened, I thank you for spending time with me.
I am proud to have met you and I thank god for allowing me to spend great times with you. I hope the next guy you meet would have more patience, more love and perhaps come equipped with a better/hotter body. Haha. I wish you great luck in the future and really hope you get over this and be happy again. I like the happy you.


I hope this would be a better goodbye then the goodbye I last gave you.


The Super Hot Girlfriend broke up with Spiderman, then she met Superman but it didn’t work out.

So what happens next?

Jun 21, 2009

Suddenly I feel like doing this.
Tagged by Nana.

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog. Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head, then answer the questions.

1. Rashidah
2. Nadd
3. Rena
4. Syira
5. Shamsul
6. Nabil
7. Maya
8. Hidayah (hotlips)
9. Hidayah (kecik)
10. Khatijah
11. Junie
12. Hanan Thaha
13. Rizal
14. Ameer

How did you get to meet 7 ? (Maya)
Damai Primary :D

What would you do if you and 13 never met? (Rizal)
Would be less enthusiastic bout training with Coach?

What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Rashidah & Hanan)
Kill myself. HAHAHAHA

Have you ever seen 14 cry? (Ameer)
Not yet.

Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Syira & Junie)
Mmm.. Sexy!

Do you think 11 is attractive? (Junie)
Hahahaha. Hmm.. Maybe. A teeny bit.

What's 2's favourite colour? (Nadd)
Red. Right?

When was the last time you talked to 9? (Hidayah Kecik)
Yesterday on MSN.

What language does 8 speak? (Hotlips)
Malay and English.

Who is 13 going out with? (Rizal)
Hmm.. Not sure. But he is a good guy so girls go for him!

What grade is 12 in? (Hanan)
Sec 3.

Would you ever date with 10? (Khat)
Yes. :D

Where does 5 live? (Sham)
Man, I know his exact add. but if i put here then you stalkers will kacau him. Bedok Res. Around Damai Pri, High up in the skies. Can?

What's the best thing about 3? (Rena)
She is sweet and sincere.

What would you want to tell 10 now? (Khat)
Talk to me.

Whats the best thing about 8? (Hotlips)
Besides the Hotlips, She is cool somehow. :D

Have you ever kissed 5? (Sham)
If I do someone kill me.

What was the best memory you have with 7? (Maya)
Hmm. Idk. I think it was after PSLE I asked her to slap me if I became a cocky asshole. Hmm.. Can?

When's the last time you met 6? (Nabil)
Last day of school, I think.

How is 14 and 12 different? (Ameer & Hanan)
No similarity at all except for their enthusiasm and passion.

Is 6 pretty? (Nabil)
Yes. Kinda pretty for a boy. HAHAHAHA

How did you meet 5? (Sham)
Damai Primary. :D

Is 1 your best friend? (Rashidah)
She is a great friend. I dont have bests.

Do you hate 12? (Hanan)
Not a bit.

Have you seen 4 on the last month? (Syira)
Think so. Not so sure.

When was the last time you said Hi to 3? (Rena)
Im not so sure, but not long ago.

Have you been to 5's house? (Sham)
Yes. A lot. Can lepak there also. X)

When's the next time you gonna see 10? (Khat)
Have not made plans, but I hope its soon.

Are you close to 13? (Rizal)
Nope.

Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? (Syira)
Not yet.

Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? (Hotlips)
Not yet. I dont think I will.

Would you give 2 a hug? (Nadd)
Yes :)

When have you lied to 3? (Rena)
Nope.

Is 1 good with socializing? (Rashidah)
Not that good. hahaha

Do you know secrets about 9? (Hidayah Kecik)
Dont remember. Would she tell me secrets? Would you, budak?

Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. (Hanan & Ameer)
Asek asek 12 & 14, 14 & 12. No Link Lah!

Best thing about your friendship with 9? (Hidayah Kecik)
Hmm. Shes cute maybe? And nice like her sister (but not as nice) Pick either one.

What's the worst thing about 6? (Nabil)
Hmm.. Cant think of bad things to say bout this dude right now.

Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Hanan)
Oooh. Scandalous. Maybe.^^

Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? (Ameer)
Hmm, I hope not. I pity the girl. HAHAHA

Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? (Rashidah)
Never.

Has 2 met your mother? (Nadd)
Yes. And... Ive met hers! :DD Lol

How did you get to meet 3? (Rena)
Tak habes2 how did you get to meet.
Damai Primary :D

Did you ever physically hurt 3? (Rena)
Nope. Never will intentionally.

Do you live close to 7? (Maya)
Not that close, not that far either.

What's 8's favourite food? (Hotlips)
Not really sure but I think her lips hurt so I dont think she eats much. Can?

What kind of car does 1 have? (Rashidah)
Heavy Duty Car. Hahahaha

Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Hidayah Kecik)
Not yet.

If you gave 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? (Ameer)
Rugby accessories. But why would I give him $100 in the first place?! =.=


Peace. I know it sucks k Bye.

Jun 3, 2009

Today Bibik Desi went home. Aww
Me: Bik, Kakak mane?
(Where's my sister?)
Bibik: Tak tau. Takde dalam kocek.
(Idk. Not in my pockets)

And I get that every time. -.-

Me: Bik, marah ke?
(Are you angry?)
Bibik: Tak. Seronok sangat-sangat!
(Nope. Very very happy)
After sending her off we went shopping at John Little Expo Sale. Waaa happy! Got myself a few T-shirts plus Mak gave me money! :DDD

Yesterday, we - my parents, sister and I - went to watch Monsters vs Aliens. The movie wasn't so cool but it was nice going out with family again.

Mak is getting better. That's good.
I've been sick and missing floorball training. That didn't turn out too bad either. Hahaha.

Tonight I'm meeting Kakak after work and we're going to Tamp Gym.

Today's a short post. I'm looking forward to YMC Camp.
Peace ya'll.

Jun 1, 2009

YMC! :D

Young Minds Club by Mendaki's something I looked forward to when I heard about it in Primary Six. Somehow though, I've never really been involved much when I became a member in secondary school. Skipping all the sessions and of three that I've been to came at half-time for two. Hahaha.

Due to the cool things I experienced at the Initiation last year, I decided to attend the Initiation Planning. And I wasn't late. In fact, I was early. That's Wow.

So things started off rather awkward, with me trying to get to know everyone since I've never really met them. Was grouped with Riny, Zahwah and Fatin Nabilah. I think Zahwah isn't as bad as they pictured her to be to me. Moving on, I was forced to leave the group to join the "Presentations" group cos the VS guys insisted that I sing during initiation. I'm actually quite happy cos in that group I finally got to meet Junie. A girl Hanan Thaha had talked to me (alot) about.

After YMC we headed for Macs and lepaked.
I had fun and, I got Junie's number. Hahaha yay

And Junie has a friend named Maisarah.
(writing this so that Mais doesnt think I dont remember her name)